Waking Up

Evolving isn’t always easy, and it takes time. SO much more time than I ever realize.

When I think I’ve gotten “there”, there’s another lesson, another obstacle, another heartbreak, another question…

The WHYs & the HOWs come out. They nag at me.

Let’s visualize for a moment.

Here I am, in the middle of life, dreaming of my future, taking steps everyday to get there. And I have this “plan”, a “path” to get to the “better” place ahead. (Hilarious now that I think about it!) All the while, I’m doing this inner work. The courses, the masterminds, the practices to get me there, or at least to get me there with ease and abundance. And it’s working…as long as I don’t lose myself and rely on everyone’s word and ignore my own. But it’s not working… Where’s the money? Where’s my studio? Where are the people I’m suppose to make friends with? Where is my community? When does covid end? When do I get to just be happy because everything I want is available?

I go from 3D to 5D and back again. What I mean by that is…

3D - I go from being stuck in this matrix reality, a place that is only the physical human experience. All of the focus is on what I don’t want, don’t have, and how far away I am from my dream life. I start to blame other people for their thoughts and actions. Because they are feeding the matrix narrative and are stuck there. And when they are stuck there, I have to be a part of their shit too. And then I’m just pissed off and where is my money so I can THRIVE?!?!

5D - This is where I remember I am part of the Divine energy and I’m creating my reality and I can be happy at every step, not just at the end, where my dream life exists. In this space, I meditate (more on this journey later), I connect with God, my guides, my higher self….and I REMEMBER. That this little stuff doesn’t matter, the money, the success, the dreams. It’s how I behave and exist in these moments. I can choose to be happy whenever I want. I can choose to be my best self and live my dream life every second. I can choose what I want to focus on. In this space, I don’t focus on what I don’t have, I look around at the people and space I’m in and am grateful. I make the most of it and ENJOY!

It’s part of the journey. My acupuncturist has been helping me to heal some of these 3D troubles. I mentioned to him that I feel good one day, and the next I’m back to feeling stuck or lost. He told me we are oscillatory beings. That has been SO incredibly helpful during my healing. We don’t just hear something or learn something, and we are done with our problems or hardships. I’ve always felt we move like a wave through life. And this word helped me to remember that. Life gets hard, gets scary, gets sad, and then we slowly move towards joy and love and our own versions of success. Repeat.

What will be different for me now, is that I have the tools to move through it. I have the AWARENESS because I’ve Evolved. I’ve connected to the Divine within. And it’s getting easier to get out of negative thoughts, easier to know that life is so much more than the matrix. I’m happier because the little things that bother me are moving through me more quickly. I’m aware of energy and how to move it. So when the thoughts come up, I acknowledge, let myself feel it and then move on. Because wallowing sucks. It leads to me abusing my body and feeling sorry for myself.

As we ride this wave of life, I invite you to choose Joy with me. I’m not talking about hiding from pain and hurt and sorrow, we feel that too. It’s part of the wave. Riding the wave means embodying all of the emotions, but letting them go when we are lifted up. At the crest, CHOOSE to focus on the beauty in life that surrounds you. Don’t keep looking down at the trough and stay there. You will continue to move, allow the energy to move through you.

Evolution doesn’t end because there isn’t an end. (from my perspective) So moving through life as if there is an end or a destination is futile. It keeps us in the trough, keeps us feeling like we failed, keeps us in 3D.

Embrace this human existence. Make the most of walking on Mother Gaia. Choose to embrace love and joy throughout your day. REMEMBER you are always Evolving and always will be.

What does this have to do with Fibercation? I’m one with my business. It is an extension of my being. And what I’ve found on this path of awakening, is that when I surrounded myself with people that are waking up too, each person’s message is a piece to this mystery puzzle. A piece of wisdom that they earned and shared. Each piece opened my mind a bit more, and then that information stuck with me. And it happens over and over again.

That’s why I’m sharing this with you. Because Community is a huge part of Evolution. I’m creating one and I want you to share you wisdom and experiences with us.

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Sending love while you awaken,
-Rachelle