A free online journey, Beginning May 11th


Stop Betraying Your Soul to Be "Good."

The Renegade Mystic Journey: A 3-Day Embodiment Experience to Break the Good Girl Conditioning and Reclaim Your Radical Connection to the Divine—Without Rigid Dogma or Sacred Performance.

 You’ve read the books, curated the altar, and done the retreats, but why do you still feel so fragmented? You preach self-care to others while secretly running on fumes, snapping at your partner, and wondering why the "spiritual work" isn't clicking in the middle of your messy Monday morning. You aren't doing it wrong; you're just still playing by the rules of a "Good Girl" identity that you outgrew years ago.

Renegade Mystic is a space to move beyond good girl conditioning and reconnect with the truth of who you are.

The Old Way (The Performance):
Staying palatable, following external rules, guilt as a compass, spiritual isolation. 

The New Way (The Renegade):
Radical honesty, inner knowing, devotion over dogma, sisterhood that makes truth safe.

Meet your Guide

Rachelle Rose Barkhurst

For years, I searched for an aligned spiritual connection. I grew up Catholic — church, Catholic school, all of it. For a time, I believed, but the guilt, fear, and pressure to be “good” never fully felt true. I had questions I didn’t feel safe asking, so eventually I swung hard in the other direction and declared atheism. Science felt safer. More rational. More provable.

But those years were some of the darkest of my life. I disconnected from myself, shrunk to fit in, and created a life that didn’t feel good to live in. Somewhere inside it all, I knew I had to change. So I began finding my way back — first to myself, then to peace, then to something deeper.

Through yoga, meditation, breathwork, prayer, and devotion, I started to reconnect with my inner voice. And slowly, God got louder. Not religion. Not dogma. Not fear. But a real, living relationship with the sacred.

For a long time, I still couldn’t use the name God. It had become tangled up with judgment and control. So I found my way back through other names first — Source, Universe, Spirit. Eventually, I reclaimed my relationship with God on my own terms: through direct experience, inner knowing, and truth.

And still, I knew the pain of being misunderstood for my path. I knew what it was to stay small, soften my voice, and hide parts of myself to be more acceptable. I abandoned myself in order to belong.

I’m not available for that anymore.

I no longer want approval at the expense of truth. I no longer want to betray myself to make other people comfortable. I want to live devoted, fully expressed, and deeply rooted in what I know is real.

I have never felt more connected to myself, to God, or to life. I am done dimming my light. I am done abandoning the gifts I’ve been given.

This is the woman I now claim as my identity: Renegade Mystic.

“ I spent years living by the “Inherited Rules” of spirituality. I did everything right, reached the milestones, and remained perfectly agreeable—until my soul staged a coup. I realized that my “goodness” was actually a form of self-abandonment. I created the *Renegade Mystic* because I needed a path that was as wild, ancient, and honest as the truth I felt in my bones.”
— Rachelle

You’ve spent years mastering the art of being "palatable."

You hold it all together, you say the right things, and you stay small enough to keep everyone else comfortable…

But lately, that "Good Girl" mask is starting to crack. The cost of your palatability is your power. You're exhausted from performing a version of yourself that died years ago, and you're terrified that if you're honest about what you really feel, you'll lose your place at the table.

This journey is for you if:

  • You’ve been the good girl — the one who holds it together, gets it right, and stays palatable

  • You can feel the tension between who you’ve been taught to be and what your soul is asking of you now

  • You’re craving a spirituality that feels embodied, expansive, mystical, and true

  • You’re ready to release guilt, old obligations, and identities that no longer fit

  • You want to trust your inner knowing instead of second-guessing it

  • You crave a spiritual home, but not one rooted in rigid religion or dogma

  • You long for a deeper connection to God, the divine, the sacred

  • You want to explore spirituality honestly and openly with others who understand that longing

  • You feel the Renegade Mystic within you waking up

WHAT IS A RENEGADE MYSTIC?

A Renegade Mystic is a woman who is no longer willing to betray herself to be good.

She is devoted to truth over performance.
Embodiment over image.
Inner knowing over external permission.

She honors the parts of herself that were once silenced.
She releases guilt as a governing force.
She opens to a spirituality that is alive, intimate, and radically her own.

She does not become someone new.
She remembers who she has always been.

The Religion of "Goodness" is Broken.

Most spiritual paths ask you to "transcend" your body or "fix" your flaws to be worthy of the Divine. They demand a performance of certainty.

The Renegade Mystic Way is different.

We don't ask you to become someone new; we ask you to stop betraying the woman you already are. It’s not about finding God "out there", it's about reclaiming the Mystic who has been silenced "in here."

The Values of the Renegade Mystic

This space was created for the woman who can no longer perform goodness, palatability, or certainty at the expense of what is true.

Here, we honor the tension between who you were taught to be and who your soul is asking you to become. We believe spirituality can be embodied, expansive, mystical, and deeply personal, and that women deserve spaces where they can explore their relationship with God, the divine, and the sacred without shame, rigid religion, or dogma.

This is a space for honest becoming, sacred self-trust, and the kind of sisterhood that makes truth safer than performance.

What we honor here:

  • Truth over performance

  • Embodiment over image

  • Inner knowing over external permission

  • Devotion over dogma

  • Self-trust over self-abandonment

  • Liberation over guilt

  • Honesty over perfection

  • Sisterhood over spiritual isolation

Join the Movement, a free 3-day Journey!

The 3-Day Renegade Mystic Initiation.
Daily live transmissions and activations ($297 Value)

How it works:

  • Live calls: May 11th, 12th & 14th

  • Time: 5–6 PM MDT each day

  • Community space: Telegram group for added transmission and group connection

  • Replays: If you can’t make it live

Meet the part of you that is ready to stop living by inherited rules.

On day one, we’ll explore:

  • who the Renegade is

  • what she is claiming

  • the roots of good girl conditioning

  • why you learned to be “good”

  • what it has cost you to stay there

This day is about awareness, reclamation, and naming what is no longer true.

Live Call - May 11th, 5pm MDT

Release what you are no longer available for.

On day two, we’ll move into:

  • the guilt that has kept you tethered

  • the roles, expectations, and obligations you are outgrowing

  • what you are no longer available for

  • why releasing guilt is part of spiritual liberation

This day is about clearing space for a truer way of being.

Live Call - May 12th, 5pm MDT

Turn on radical spirituality and trust what your soul has been saying all along.

On day three, we’ll explore:

  • activating the Mystic within

  • mystical practices and deeper devotion

  • radical spirituality beyond performance

  • trusting your inner knowing

  • listening to what your soul has been trying to tell you

This day is about embodiment, remembrance, and opening to the sacred.

Live Call - May 14th, 5pm MDT

By the end of this journey, you’ll have:

  • a deeper understanding of the conditioning that has shaped you

  • clarity on what you are no longer available for

  • language for the woman you are becoming

  • permission to trust your inner knowing more deeply

  • a stronger connection to your spiritual truth

  • a felt sense of the Renegade Mystic within you

If by the end of Day 1 you don’t feel a visceral shift in your permission to be real, you can opt-out with zero guilt.

This is a space of liberation—your time and your truth are sacred here.

If something stirred in you, this is your next step.

  • This isn't another "to-do" for your list. It’s designed to remove the heavy obligations you’re already carrying.
    We’ll meet 1 hour each day, watch the replay if you can’t make it live!

  • All replays will be available after each live. Watch them when you have devoted space.

  • No. This is for the woman who is done with dogma but hungry for the Divine.

  • Most workshops give you more "rules." This is an un-learning, reconditioning. We aren't adding to your plate; we're clearing the table.


You have a choice. You can click away and go back to the exhausting cycle of performing, pleasing, and "holding it together" while feeling privately empty... Or, you can join this 3-day journey, meet your Renegade Mystic, and finally start living a spiritual life that is radically yours.