For the woman who is spiritually awake… and tired of abandoning herself to stay lovable.
This free 3-day journey
for the woman who is done performing goodness
and ready to trust what God
and her Soul
have been saying all along.
There comes a moment when you realize you’ve been living for acceptance instead of from your soul.
Do you feel yourself living between two lives?
One shaped by what you were taught to believe,
how to behave,
and who to be in order to be good.
And one your soul can no longer stay contained by.
You can feel it.
The old identity no longer fits,
but the new one still feels dangerous.
Because guilt has a long leash.
Because self-trust can feel terrifying after years of external authority.
Because telling the truth may cost you your belonging.
But there comes a moment
when the cost of self-abandonment becomes greater
than the risk of being seen.
When you realize you can no longer betray your knowing to stay acceptable.
You can no longer perform goodness while your soul is asking for truth.
You can no longer wait for permission to speak directly to God.
This is the path of the Renegade Mystic.
A woman who defies conditioning
and embodies her truth.
This journey is for you if:
You’ve spent years being good, pleasing, spiritual, and palatable — while quietly abandoning yourself
You can feel your soul pulling you beyond the identity you’ve outgrown
You’re done mistaking guilt for goodness
You crave a spirituality that is embodied, intimate, expansive, and your own
You’re ready to release old obligations, inherited beliefs, and identities that keep you small
You want to trust your intuition, your body, and your direct relationship with God
You want honest spiritual exploration without dogma, performance, or shame
You long to be witnessed by women who understand this becoming
You are a unique expression of the Divine.
Each of us is meant to know the Divine
in a way that is intimate, embodied, and entirely our own.
By the end of this journey, you’ll have untangled what isn’t yours.
As this unfolds, you may begin to feel:
language for the conditioning that has kept you small
clarity on what you are no longer available for
deeper trust in the voice within you
relief that your spiritual path gets to be intimate, embodied, and your own
a more intimate relationship with God, the Divine, or the sacred
a felt sense of the woman you are becoming
So that your relationship with yourself, the Divine, & your spiritual path can become more intimate, clear, & fully your own.
The 3-Day Renegade Mystic Initiation.
Three potent video transmissions to help you release old conditioning, reconnect to your inner knowing, and deepen your relationship with the sacred
Access to the Telegram sanctuary — a space for reflection, resonance, and sisterhood as you move through the journey
Meet the part of you that is ready to stop living by inherited rules.
On day one, we’ll explore:
who the Renegade is
what she is claiming
the roots of good girl conditioning
why you learned to be “good”
what it has cost you to stay there
This day is about awareness, reclamation, and naming what is no longer true.
Release what you are no longer available for.
On day two, we’ll move into:
the guilt that has kept you tethered
what you are no longer available for
why releasing guilt is part of spiritual liberation
This day is about clearing space for a truer way of being.
Turn on radical spirituality and trust what your soul has been saying all along.
On day three, we’ll explore:
activating the Mystic within
mystical practices and deeper devotion
radical spirituality beyond performance
rituals for each Zodiac Sign!
This day is about embodiment, remembrance, and opening to the sacred.
The Renegade Path: A 3-Step Un-learning.
1. De-Condition: Identify the "Inherited Rules" that have silenced your Mystic.
2. Hear your Soul: The secret to trust and the practices to get you there.
3. Activate & Devote: Reclaim your direct connection to the Divine, no gatekeepers required.
What is a
Renegade Mystic?
A Renegade Mystic is a woman led by her Soul and Divine guidance, trusts her inner knowing and refuses to abandon herself for belonging.
Meet your Guide
Rachelle Rose Barkhurst
Hi love, I’m Rachelle.
I created Renegade Mystic for the woman who is spiritually awake, deeply intuitive, and ready to stop abandoning herself in order to stay lovable, good, or accepted.
This work is deeply personal to me.
It comes from walking my own path of untangling conditioning, deepening self-trust, and learning to honor what felt true, even when it asked me to outgrow what once made me feel safe.
Now, I guide women back to that same place within themselves:
the place where truth is no longer outsourced,
where spirituality becomes intimate and embodied,
and where their relationship with God can be honest, direct, and their own.
You do not need to transcend your humanity to be spiritual.
You get to bring the sacred into the messy, beautiful middle of your life.